I would like to run away from that environment but I can't do it because my friend was there!!! they are my friend, but what to do after a night, I feel scary about him. friend, you're so scary seriously, SERIOUSLY. sorry for telling that.
Our body is build up to thousand of energy from parents, would like think about this? imagine your dear mum's picture show front of your face, she take care you for nothing, what she get for paying few thousand for your study and you waste their money to hurt yourself? I feel sad, seriously, when you laying on the floor, I have no idea what I should do? should I help? what to help? I'm very sorry, very sorry.
I feel scary to you, sorry, seriously I feel scary. =(((